disappointed

      Result has been released.. and I'm not happy with my result ;'( I fail 1 module which mean I have to re-take the module all over again..which also mean I have to start it from the beginning.. I know my parents disappointed, so do I. Sometimes I feel like I'm useless, future-less.. How I wish I will pass the exam with flying colours..but.......


       Why does Allah SWT did not fulfill my du'a? Ya Allah.. Maybe Allah have plans something better for me..balum lagi rezeki ku ni kali. Ya Allah I believe there is virtue behind all of these. Please gimme a chance Ya Allah..


The problem is the module charged BND500. Where can I get it? Does it fall from the sky? ;'(

Assalamualaikum,


My family and I are going on a long trip tomorrow. It’s a trip that we’ve been talking about since early this year. And indeed time flies so fast since we are already going tomorrow. Yehaaaaa! *excited*

Actually we have went there six years ago. So, where are we going, you might ask.. well, I will have to reveal that when I come back. I will show you photos and then tell you where it is.  As for now, let me packing my stuff. :))

Lunar Eclipse captured from my place Kg Birau, Tutong, Brunei..

c ayu, ani sja kraja nya time cuti skulah....main ps, main ps, main ps......
hehehe

Regret :'/

My cat, Si Colet was died yesterday afternoon. When I was almost done with my Asar Prayer before 6pm, tym atu habis plg sudah, bdoa sja lg tu..Tym atu lg ku andg lamah n i duno why..bdoa minta kuatkn smngat.. My youngest sister knocked my door and told me "si colet meninggal/mati", trus ku ckp ' BILAAAA????' n tarus keluar.. 

Sedih jua hati meliat ia terkulai bks kna lnggar.. Syukur inda pcah kpla..bdnnya kira parutnya kna lnggar tp nda tburai, tberia sja ia. Myb si colet ani mlimpang d sna p nda lari masa krita undur..

Ani gmbrnya msa sblum kna kburkn.. I took it as a memory that I will remember in my life. 

Ia ani aku rsa prgnent plg, realised prutnya mcm bsar sikit within last week, baru usulnya mcm beminggu..  since lps kna lnggr d parut so isi2nya teturun k bwh arh paha..i know aftr i touched her stomach. kesian eh..

a short video before kana kuburkn

Lapas atu trasa kehilangannya n timbul jua rasa mnyasal atu.. coz slma ani aku inda brapa pduli kn.. Asal ku keluar d branda smlm, tringat ku kn memori masa2 kemarin..msa ia mkn ikan yg ku rabus sma c comie d bwh jamuran kmrinnya..msa aku ignore ia asal ia mngaga mcm kn minta mkn.. msa ia dtg belari ku kn bg mkn c comie..etc n yg slalu ku imbas balik ialah msa ia mcm kn minta mkn dgn bunyi2 nya skali..n usulnya msa lidahnya tkluar mcm anjing usulnya..kiut.. sudhnya nada ani baruth mnysal mcm mbiarkn ia slama ani..n trdetik jua lh if dpt dputarkn balik msa, i wnt to spend a lot of time plying with u colet..belai2 n msakkn ikan..be4 the day come.. :'/

When she died i realised that she is cute just like when she was a kitten...................

A memory of Yesterday,

The memory 2 years ago,

Love you Colet! May u Rest In Peace.. Hope we could meet again in the heaven..Amiinn.. Insya Allah!

malam yang suram

Suasana alam setelah sejam pemergiannya .. :'(

First day at university

This morning was a bit different than usual, as I had my new university to attend. I woke up early and I didn’t sleep after having my sahur which this was quite unusual especially after the long holidays that had just got over. Obviously, I had to look pretty than I looked everyday. Although a lot of them may deny, I think everybody wants to look beautiful and handsome on the first day of university. 

        After arrived at UBD and reached the Chanselor Hall at 8am, the first person I look forward is Sahwani, the only person I knew out of many people there. She is my friend since pre-uni, we promised to meet there as we took the unibridge programme course together. Our lecture today should be at the Lecture Theatre but the place had been taken by senior so we moved at the basement where there a lot of empty lecture rooms. I entered the lecture room as if I was entering a new world where I felt I knew nobody, I am all different from them and without even having a glance at the entire lecture room I quickly grabbed a seat on the left side of fourth rows.

One whole day of my first in university was so wonderful. I had my first lecture, known the lecturers and a lot of good friends which they are so good at. Everything is good so far and I was happy with my first day in UBD.